Screwed.

My life is so screwed.

Sometime, i was thinking why i can't i make the decision? Why do i have to seek through other's permission before buying something i want/need with my own money? And all i get is pure rejection and ZERO % explanation. Crap, just crap.

People can get this and that. And why i don't? Can't i live like a normal child's life?

Screwed it.